Never

It's been 5 days ago now since I had heard it of my friend. The first thing I did was asking another person if it was true, not really because I didn't trust my friend, but I was hoping it wouldn't be true somehow.
It's hard to believe, isnt it? Twenty two children, around the age of 11-12, the same age as my sis, in their last year of primary school, going on their long awaited ski trip, died.
Not something you expect to hear on a Wednesday morning eh. Twenty two children and 6 adults died in a bus accident on their way back home from Switzerland. The bus hit a plain wall in a tunnel. I was baffled when I saw it on the news, even more because it happened so closely, not even 45min driving off me.
Apparently the bus driver was inserting a DVD... It's easy to accuse someone, but aslong as we are human, we can make mistakes. Forgetting your wallet, same kind of human mistake, different consequences.

You wouldn't say those things could happen, not here, not in YOUR neighbourhood. Of course there are many more incidents, even worse than this one, but it gets to you, because it happened outside your door.
It's awful to know that those things do happen, you can never say never. (no I don't like JB)

I even miss someone when they leave for a couple of days, now I know that it's nothing compared to what those parents, family members, friends etc, have to miss. They lost something, something that will never come back and they have to deal with it. I tried to imagine that I had kids and had lost one of them. It's unthinkable.

It's stupid there always have to happen something bad before we realise what we really have.
That's why we have to stick to the ones we love, give them a smile, never walk away when you're arguing or don't feel good. Something that I shouldnt have done either tonight (I can be a dick sometimes :) ).

Another 28 stars are shining in the night, watching over us, give me a blink sometimes.



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Lies

Everyone has lied once in their life, I'm quite sure about that. Somebody does it once in a while, the other one does it daily and another one does it every minute. Others lie about how many sweets they've eaten and others can lie about a murder.
I hate people who lie btw, maybe because I have this weird habit of searching the truth behind everything (aye, you've got a little sherlock here!).
"So you never lie or wut"? Ohh I do, I do... I just try to lie less and of course trying not to lie about serious stuff, but that's never easy...

When someone asks you what time it is, we never give the exact time, but we always round it off. Why? Because it's easier. That's exactly why most people lie. We just want to make things easier for ourselves, less fuss. It gives us a false feeling of comfortableness, though this period of comfortableness is only temporary.
You can never hide something forever (or you have to be a damn good one) . The chest will be found and opened some day, some time. And I can tell you, this one will not be containing a treasure.

If someone tells you something, lets take a good friend saying he or she will never do this or that to you.
How will you ever know if she/he will be speaking the truth? You wont, because you simly can't. You aren't able to look inside her and see her thoughts. If you say something, only you can know if it's the truth or a lie you've said, if they say something, only they can know if it's true or not.
So according to what I've said, everything someone else says has to be a lie and so not true. Well, yep, of course if we leave science etc out of it (might explain why I hate maths).
It's all about trust. It's you who assumes that he or she is telling the truth to you because you trust her.
That's something you have to earn, that's how people become friends, why people fall in love, because they can trust each other and feel safe. We trust them with our heart, not with our brain and that's why we are hurt so much when a friend lies to us. It breaks the trust you've built up and it sometimes can be hard to find to stones to rebuild it.  It comes down to believe, believe in other people.

Of course not everyone lie has to be that deep and bad. I don't think your parents were deeply hurt when you were lying about the chocolate you had been eating while having chocolate all over your mouth =p.
It comes down to believe, believe in other people.

When you've lied, try not to keep the chest hidden for too long, it might contain a few gold pieces after all.


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O.M.G.

OMG the word we all use so many times each day.It's getting used so many times that we forget what it really means. When one asks if you believe in God, I think like 75% would say no with one or another silly explanation refering to some story of the Bible. Do you think I'm stupid enough to believe all the stories in the Bible?

No, I'm not. Since when do stories have to be true. I think we've seen more fiction than true stories, think about the films you watch and books you read. I'm sorry but I think you are a bit retarded if you really believe that the stories in the Bible are true. The point is to think further than the story and find the real meaning of it. Behind every story there's a lesson which is up to you to find. That's the main point and not that he's a sorceror who can turn water into wine...

"If God is real, why do people murder each other and why do so many bad things happen then?"
That's really one of the big questions. Why we murder/hurt each other has nothing to do with God. We have been given the free will to think for our own and to have a consciousness. So what we do is totally up to ourselves and that's what makes us unique. Imagine IF God interfere, so him being like a puppetmaster and cutting the lines of the ones who are on the verge of doing something bad. Wouldn't that be some sadistic arse?

Don't worry, I'm not trying to convert you... There're still plenty of things to believe in. Love, friendship, nature, music... And of course believe in yourself !
Oh my God, bed time soon... (see what I did there?)


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